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It's McDean meets Final Fantasy :D I took my inspiration from the cover of FFVIII.



Sunset Ending themed sig.



Another Sunset Ending themed sig.



McDean the movie...HELL YEAH!!!



My earliest attempt at a sig...crap isn't it lol!



I'm not too good at writing profile pages, I never know what to put and then I try too hard to sound interesting and unique so bear with me if I ramble on a bit, especially once I get onto my current favourite subject.

Ok, let's start with the basics, I'm female (as you can probably tell from my user name) although truth be told I've never felt entirely comfortable with my gender and often feel like a stranger in my own skin. I make a conscious effort to embrace my femininity and block out all thoughts of what it would be like to be male mainly for my parents' sake as I know they wouldn't approve and I certainly wouldn't have their support. My mother in particular has made that crystal clear to me.

So anyway moving on, I'm nineteen years of age and after many years of confusion I'm fairly certain now that I'm bisexual or at the very least attracted to other women as well as men. I live in a small town on the outskirts of London (not giving too much away there). I don't class myself as an Essex girl because thankfully I was born in Leytonstone/Walthamstow, we're not really sure which, making me a Londoner and probably explains my slight cockney accent.

I consider myself to be intelligent and intellectual, I left secondary school with rubbish GCSE's but managed to make up for it at College by applying myself fully to my studies and passing both of my courses with flying colours. Unfortunately my achievements have done little in the way of finding me employment as I lack any previous experience.

In my spare time I find that reading, writing and drawing are helpful forms of relaxing me. My inspiration for the past few months has been the wonderful, teenage soap opera, Hollyoaks and in particular the 'McDean' storyline. The amazing relationship between Craig Dean (Guy Burnet) and John Paul McQueen (James Sutton) has completely taken over my life.

Since last September when their curious friendship began I've followed their story attentively, paying close attention to every minor detail and every subtly woven in message. I watched with much eagerness as each episode took them one step further away from being just best friends and one step closer to becoming lovers.

I am now a fully-fledged McDean shipper and am extremely proud of those credentials. In my opinion never has there been a more worthy pairing to support. I am absolutely convinced that they were made for each other and are soul mates and I'm also in no doubt that we will be getting our 'Sunset Ending' next year.

I wish I could thank in person all those concerned in the brilliant portrayal of the McDean storyline but I realise that sadly is unlikely. They've made my year so much better than it could have been and every day I am grateful for that.

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